Okay Okay, before yah’all get your panties in a whirl… don’t for a second believe that this is a “Belle Vs. Bae” debate… well… maybe it is… but it’s not a “RUMPLE LOVES BELLE MOAR or RUMPLE LOVES BAE MOar” tirade because it is not!
Everyone keeps talking about how “ah… “The Return” explains WHY Rumple shut Belle out” without even really diving much deeper into it. Yeah, he proclaims to the Blue Fairy he will “LOVE NOTHING” until he finds a way to find his son, and I agree that Belle almost taking his powers away with true love’s kiss would put a damper on his search when he is SO FREAKING CLOSE to finding him… buuuuuuut… there is oh so much more to this than we are giving it… (FOOD FOR THE RUMBELLERS!)
Okay, enough with the teasing and on to my main point: Rumple finally figures out what the curse is and what is required to enact it… and yet HE DOES NOT. Why? Why the heck not? He’s hell bent enough to KILL when Bae has a scratch on his knee, why not get the curse over and done with to reunite with his son. Oh yeah, that would require the heart of something “precious”… which he lacks. He is alone, no one could EVER love him, and thus he has hit a wall.
And then BELLE comes along… here we have two options. A.) He picked someone “precious” enough that could see through his darkness and find love within him for a housekeeper as an experiment… for eventual sacrifice (I do not like that theory and don’t agree with it), or B.), as he was discovering what the curse needed to become complete, he fought against his growing feelings for Belle because she would become the only thing in his life deemed as a fit, “precious” tribute to the curse (I imagine the Darkness within himself taunting him as Rumple tries so hard to overlook and ignore her advances of a friendship…only to save her!) And thus, an ultimatum is born: Enact the curse with the heart of the only woman who could ever love you to find your son, or spurn the hopes of a family reunion by protecting your true love.
Belle Vs. Bae… and the fact that (if I’m right) he couldn’t kill Belle, because it defeats everything his son stood for… and because of his own howling FEELS… he probably feels even more like a coward… that he was not willing to go all the way for the sake of his son, like in the Magic Bean scenario. Enough to, say, smash things in a fit of rage…MIXED TORMENTED FEELS. All the while the Darkness cackles at Rumple’s helplessness (but let’s face it… does the darkness REALLY want Rumple to succeed? Hex no! It doesn’t want to go to a land where it is powerless and silent… where’s the fun in that???) So then as Rumple sends Belle away in what SHE thinks is a coward’s path, he is actually demonstrating the most courage and sacrifice that his weary soul can manage…and takes the “why you suck” speech in silence.
And please… don’t tell me “Boo, he was mad because he felt betrayed because he thought she was consorting with the EQ and blah blah blah” PLEASE! He latched on to that excuse so quickly… it was surface level… like when he was coming up with all those excuses why NOT to jump into the green swirling vortex of doom (it’s okay, Rumple… I wouldn’t have done it either… it looked wicked creepy). He’s MAGIC, guiz. Don’t you think he could SENSE that the “true love’s kiss” was SINCERE? BECAUSE IT WAS FREAKING WORKING??? You’re telling he has CENTURIES of studies, observation, dabbling, knowledge, and gosh knows what else… but he’s a newb when it comes to the rules of TLK? I say good day to you sir. I SAID GOOD DAY!
So … he let’s Belle live… only to hear she DIED (though we all know better), goes through massive drinking phases, still plotting… but whhhhhy? Because he needs someone ELSE to enact the curse. Someone who can go THAT FAR. And what luck! It happens to be an evil bitch that everyone wants DEAD… so… what’s the harm? (which raises an interesting question: Has Rumples been primping Regina since her childhood to assume this role of Curse Catalyst… Step 1)Seek out desperate miller’s daughter Step 2)Save her ass in exchange for deals Step 3)Make her drunk and thirsty for power Step 4)Make sure she is a controlling mother as a result… and so on… WHO KNOWS. I can never tell with Rumple anymore. Complexity is his middle name…)
So with all this in mind… which mine is about ready to explode… Rumbelle… so SOOOOOO much more intricate than we could even imagine, and I would love to write a fanfiction that revisits “Skin Deep” with this perspective (with a few more scenes added of course; some major Curse Fails at the dark castle)…it would make for a tragic… but oh so delightful read. Plus, I can’t watch Robert Carlyle and without hesitation proclaim “HE’S SAD BECAUSE OF LOOOOOOVE”… there is just so much going on in his portrayal of Rumple that makes me feel that we haven’t even begun to scratch the SURFACE of his emotions.
RUMPELSTILTSKIN: “Silly dearies, this is but emotion 4,567 of my feels! GIGGLE!”
So chew on that, Rumbellers… if you haven’t already crossed this concept yet…